Space Traveler Reveals Depression Following Wave of Harassment After Historic Trip

Astronaut during spaceflight
Amanda Nguyen, a bioastronautics research scientist, was onboard the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.

The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.

The mission was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the intense backlash overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the landing.

She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“Stuck in Texas, I spent a week unable to rise from my bed,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

The researcher, who has dedicated her work to female health science and performed experiments during the flight, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and extensive preparation to the symbolic importance of her background – was overshadowed under the tide of sexist vitriol.

She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of survivors of assault.

Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

Finding Solid Ground

Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the well-wishers whose support pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she said.

She added that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had emerged from the flight, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.

About the Mission

The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the edge of outer space.

The team of pioneers also featured leaders in various fields.

The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.

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